Spirit Of My Life

I'm looking for the lost spirit of my life 
I search and keep searching
 but I have not found it.
 
in the lonely, I cry
 crying because I had changed 
I changed because of loss of that spirit


sometimes I think,how to rediscover the spirit that
 but I have not found it
I remained silent in the quiet 

reflection .. and conduct searches 
find my true identity
but still can not

 ago, I still cry and think again 
thinking until I found the lost spirit
it can not still 

solitude will not be able to help
 I'm confused, what should I do 
let this be a relentless search

I smiled a little and said "I can" 
and I certainly can!

 

-screams of my heart -

Andi Dhinda Batari